Memories concern  Like opening the wound  I'm picking me apart again  You all assume  I'm safer in my room  Unless I try to start again  I don't want to be the one  Who battles always choose  Cuz inside I realize  That I'm the one confused  I don't know what's worth fighting for  Or why I have to scream  I don't know why I instigate  And say what I don't mean  I don't know how I got this way  I know it's not alright  So I'm breaking the habit  I'm breaking the habit tonight  Cultured my cure  I tightly lock the door  I try to catch my breath again  I hurt much more  Than anytime before  I have no options left again  I dont want to be the one  Who battles always choose  Cuz inside I realize  That I'm the one confused  I don't know what's  worth fighting for  Or why I have to scream  I don't know why I instigate  And say what I don't mean  I don't know how I got this way  I'll never be alright  So, I'm breaking the habit  I'm breaking the habit tonight  I'll paint it on the walls  Cuz I'm the one that falls  I'll never fight again  And this is how it ends  I don't know what's worth fighting for  Or why I have to scream  But now I have some clarity  to show you what I mean  I don't know how I got this way  I'll never be alright  So, I'm breaking the habit  I'm breaking the habit   I'm breaking the habit tonight